Light and shadows Cover illusions and reality Happiness and grief Covering the life's journey
Truth and untruth For us to judge And recieving the fruits Of the options taken
Passage of time Yet ever new Birth and death Embedded in it too
And every moment Lived in ignorance or knowledge Uncovering truths and illusions The play of light and shadows In the journey from birth to death forever...
I am not the relationships I have Nor the professional bonds incurred
I am not the storehouse of information gathered Or the knowledge imparter
I am not the action nor the doer Also not the recepient of reactions
I am not a name or a word Neither a feeling or emotion Not even the intelligence or the ego
I know I do not feel myself Ageing Also, I know a part of me is a witness to my doings
I hear myself guiding me silently Resonating with the needy And feeling guilty at wrong doings
Yet I seem unable to fathom or Grasp at the unseen identity within What that is not my body and mind Unchanging and ever still
The search for the truth of existence involves losing your identity and everything associated with it including the body and mind, leading finally to a question that is profound and earth shattering, who am I actually?
I dream ... About a house near the ocean The serene nature And its constant hum of waves clashing, I dream
Forgetting myself amidst the sea Becoming one with the depths within Following my heart to its core The silent stillness deep within.. I dream
Dark, yet vibrant with living beings A sense of calmness amidst the buzz of activity An ecosystem of its own making Providing a peek into eternity... I dream
One day to find the vibrancy of the sea Yet feel the calmness deep within Bearing witness to all the activity A part of everything yet untarnished by it...
Of all the clutter we can hoard the worst and deadliest is mental clutter.
We carry with us loads of thoughts, misdeeds, insults, wrong givings and grief of the past. We dwell in the misery of the environment thus created and indulge in self pity. We are closed to the world and any happiness it can offer as our mind cup is already full of unworthy thoughts thus keeping no room for positivity to enter. And then we blame ourselves…”why do bad things happen to me? Why me?”
A person full of his thoughts and misery is a very bad company for others as he only laments about his life, his short comings and his failures and then wonders why does he not have any friends.
All of us are prone to ups and downs in life. Some are unlucky enough to suffer more than others, however holding on to them ties us down. We need to let go of the past and make room in our minds and hearts for happiness to enter. It will not only uplift us but also provide inspiration to others.
So, regularly declutter your mind of useless thoughts by use of meditation, discrimination, courage, wisdom and living in the present moment.
My Guru is a person that has impacted my life and transformed it from boring and mundane to exciting and joyful.
Life is to be lived fully and not wasted on unnecessary dwellings of the past or anxiety of the future, about which nothing can be done, thus leading to loss of the present that is in our hands. A spiritual guru guides and nurtures our way of life making it more meaningful and wholesome.
Please read This post from my archives for more elaboration on the same.
What do I see? Is it the reality or An illusion daring me to disbelieve it? Do I have the means to thwart it Or do i have to face my fears and walk in?
Should I believe whatever my senses perceive Or is there something more to what I can see? In this world of duality What is the singular reality?